The intense musician

I had a crush on a guy who is a very good guitarist and a beginner vocalist. I am a trained vocalist learning the guitar, so we decided to teach each other for some improvements. Everytime we met, I've got myself busted fantasising about his hands playing soft melodies and hard riffs on this instrument but this instrument is me. At the end he noticed it somehow and teased me with his warm voice telling hot things until the laid down his guitar to see if I'm getting nervous the closer he came. I was literally shaking to feel his lips the first time. I cannot tell why he didn't go further, but I wish he did.