by AnEroticFilmmaker

Director: Julia Patey
Production year: 2017
Film duration: 15:18
Comments by Erika Lust

I'm obsessed with Julia Patey's ability to connect reality and imagination so perfectly. After all, with XConfessions I'm trying to bridge the gap between fantasies and real, tangible pleasure and this is such a passionate and intimate example of that. Dinah & Jan are so incredible together, they share a lust only true lovers can. Thank you all!

I'm a filmmaker, like you Erika. My spirit, my fervor, is focussed through my lens. My desire. I am fascinated by the distinction between reality and imagination - and bringing my own fantasies to life. I take pleasure in nurturing a fantasy, and then giving breath to it with actors. Watching them live out my desires through my lens, masochistically torturing myself, wanting to live out the dream myself. But being unable, forbidden, locked behind the camera. I watch their tongues dance across each other's skin, I focus on the bead of sweat sliding along his temple. I see his hands touch her slit and make her begin to tremble, and I can feel the tremble beginning within myself. I know what I choose to look at will be what others see, how others experience my fantasy. Always on the outside, always the voyeur, always longing to join in.

*Stills by Tina Dubrovsky

Your Comments ↓
  1. fernandag says:


  2. safadinha_rio says:

    One of the best - if not the best!

  3. Piekara93 says:

    I love it!

  4. Jmrt says:

    By far the best one!!

  5. Alex23 says:


  6. Efree19 says:

    For me there is too much "art" and in the movie. The camera is like a found footage film.

  7. kickerofelves says:

    Dear god, this is hot. It doesn't hurt that she resembles an ex.

    I'm usually one to agree, when art gets in the way, but it works well in this case.

  8. smartboy69 says:

    Love...story narration great edit and shoot, thanks Julia..

  9. pallidnight says:

    Wow this film is beautiful, very sensual. I also like the rattling of the train carriages in the background. Definitely one of my favourites!

  10. dpublic says:

    Simply the best! Fantastic. It’s not arty porn. It’s EROTIC. And very smart. Thank you Julia.

  11. scarfknitterman says:

    Incredible, tortuous yearning.

  12. McMillan says:

    my fav. so hot. you can feel the electricity between them.

  13. Diva Sensuelle says:

    Erotic. Evocative. The lighting was gorgeously sensual. Really enjoyed it!

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