Do you want me to be your first?

I'm a 20 year old, female university student. I was at a party awhile ago and a guy came up to me and said, "Do you see those two little guys sitting over there? They're undergrads. I'll pay you $40 to give their virgin asses a lap dance."
$40 is a lot for a broke college student, but I did end up turning him down because I didn't want to be known as the girl who gave the only two 18 year old boys at a party lap dances.
What I didn't tell my friends when we were laughing about it afterwards was that the thought of it turned me on so much -- the thought of having all that power, being seen as a literal sexual goddess, making all their fantasies come true. They were so adorable and shy, sitting there staring at me like little puppies. I should've just taken a shot of tequila and given them the lap dance of their lives.
I also didn't tell my friends that I have since fantasized about going further than just that lap dance. There's just something about being a taking a guy's virginity that seems so sexy. I want to be immortally fixed in their minds as their first sexual experience.