If I Was Your Man

My best friend and I are very close and she keeps complaining about the lack of sexual satisfaction in her life from men. I sometimes get this urge that I wake up with a cock so that I could fuck her with it. I desire her so deeply but she's not a lesbian. This would be THE way for me to satisfy her in ways she never was, and maybe fall in love with me. She's in my every waking thought. I wish I could confess my feelings for her but I just can't. I have to live with the reality that this can never go beyond a violent wet dream but I can't stop desiring her.