a wandering mind

I’m a lesbian, but gay stories really turn me on. I don’t understand. I talk with my friends about it and they think I’m weird, I know most hetero guys like lesbian porn because they find it sexy, and maybe some straight women like to see two men together, but me? I totally know who I am, but even though I tried lesbian porn, orgies, solos … none of it does the same thing to me as two men getting it on.