My College Crush

There is a girl I have loved since college. She is fun, sassy, and loves to tease me by trading fantasies. She talks to me about her deepest turn ons (she loves a guy who goes down), and she gives me sexy moans and gasps when I weave my fantasies of what I would do to her (my most recent fantasy involves a foot massage by the fire in a cabin in the woods). But I made the foolish choice of proposing to my high school girlfriend before I went off to college. I kept my word and married my high school girlfriend, yet I stayed in touch with my college flame. I have not yet physically cheated on my wife... but lately I've been desperate to play out some of these fantasies, but not with her.