I Want Me

A Sexual Fantasy

— By pallidnight

Sometimes I’m just fed up with people, angry at them, turned off by them. I can’t even think of someone fucking me in my fantasies while masturbating. How can it be that there has never been someone to really want me, all of me. Never has there been someone who wanted to be engulfed fully by my boiling lust & desire. I have never felt it. But I want myself, and that night I thought of literally fucking myself, myself fucking me. There were no insecurities, I just gazed at myself and thought I was freakin’ hot and in my fantasy I ate my pussy and sucked my tits and grabbed myself and held tight and tenderly. I was fully mine, and not theirs.