The English Teacher

I always liked my English teacher in secondary school, he has always been so understanding and kind to me in the hardest of times, I mean I might have secretly liked him romantically too but I guess I wasn’t aware of it. We kept in touch throughout the years (even after I left school for some years). But of late after the break-up I went through (as usual, he would always check if I was doing ok and give words of encouragement), I started to get terribly aroused whenever I spoke to him or thought of him, god... I even masturbated for the first time for years because of him! I would think up romantic sex scenes with him as I went along with the masturbating on my bed, looking into his deep blue eyes and all that.