Edging

I am 20 years old and have had several partners but none of them have ever made me cum. I’m perfectly capable of making myself cum, but I find it distracting and impossible to do with a partner. It’s something that frustrates me. So when I’m alone masturbating, I often fantasize about a partner, a dom, that tells me I’m not allowed to cum. They take hours to tease me and bring me to the edge but will never allow me to have the orgasm I want. The unwavering power that they hold over me mixed with the undeniable love and care they have when finding ways to please me on top of the reverse psychology of being told I CAN’T do something. It makes me crave for a real person who can fulfill this fantasy that of course ends with a big O.