Calm me down

I used to have this boss. He was kind of a dick. He had a strong, driven, worker type personality; but when he wanted to he knew exactly how to relate; exactly have to make me feel safe, protected.

His strength was sexy. Just who he was as a man was sexy. Even though he could totally not care about me on some days he was still hot. Sometimes these days he was hotter. When I'd see him walking in after working hard, his white t-shit wet with sweat I'd have to turn away so I wouldn't stare.

I'd fantasize about him taking me over his desk in his office and fucking me. I knew he knew how.