A Sexual Fantasy
Pain and the overcoming of it, has been a challenge of mine, for as long as I can remember. It has never been sexual for me; just mind over matter. For quite a few years now, I have been involved with body suspension. Placing hooks under the flesh and hoisting bodies into the air. I can not count how many times I have flown, nor how many people I have helped fly themselves. It is exhilarating, being a unique, personal experience. Of course one can suspend with another, in tandem, but the physical separation remains. This is where my fantasy comes into play. Myself in suspension, along with another willing suspendee, swinging on our separate lines, hooks in skin. Swaying closer and closer, till our bodies meet, catching and clinging to each other. Pulling ourselves against the lines, creating fire in our flesh. Finally finding penetration, melting pain and pleasure.