My Play Toy

My dream is to have a man around at all times for all my desires. I want to explore his body. I want to try tying up his balls, pegging, nipple play, things that I want to try, but other men are too insecure. I want to give a handjob while watching tv, I want to straddle his face when I'm in the bathroom getting ready for work, whatever MY desires are. I want to flip the script. All the mainstream porn is just a female object and a man with desire. I want to be the one with the desire that demands to be satisfied.