Free me with your female gaze

What does it mean to give your virginity to an older and more experienced woman? Someone strong and confident in their sexuality and hungry for your body despite your fear of inadequacy or anxiety over your inexperience? Is it not the ultimate form of sexual submission, freedom, and comfort? How would she do it? Would she tie me up? Would she let me gaze at her glorious body? Would my fears vanish in the power of our lust and moans along with my innocence? I want to know the answers but whatever they are I know I would love and treasure the experience...