I've Never Had a Sexual Experience

I've never had a sexual experience in my life. But my dream, is to witness one through an open window. Across from my apartment. Able to hear what they're whispering through the stillness of the winter evening. I dream of seeing two people making love, in the mirror through the window, on their bed and freezing cold from the Portland air that the curtains have failed to protect them from. They're both going slow, and they're both calm, and quiet. When they climax, it is quiet too. And then, the snow starts to fall onto the balcony of the apartments.