Soft Intimacy

i lust and fantasize about moments when i can be all up in a sexual partner’s physical space, when i can feel their body, understand it’s curves, it’s soft points and it’s sensitive ones.

as a (mostly) closeted queer black man i feel it is the one space i can fully express my softness, sensuality and longing for intimacy through touch. because of this though i often fantasize about exploring many people’s bodies as we make extended eye contact in coffee shops, bars or trains despite me being too shy to say hi. one day maybe, these fantasies of intimacy will materialize into me pleasuring and exploring a stranger…