Shameful envy of the past

I am strongly aroused by the type of women I failed to be with when I was a teenager; that is teenager women.

Sex with someone my age gives me . . . 35-40% less pleasure than just picturing this idea of sharing intimacy with a young woman. It makes my brain numb. I link it to my first relationship which tore me apart, my parents' divorce, my teenage years full of regrets, failures with women and an avidity to go back in time.

Hereby, my confession is that I am 27, and I desire above all to make love softly to my first and only beloved girlfriend's 18 years old or youngest legal consenting age version.

Good day to you, team! : )