What I needed most in my grief was someone to fuck me.

"It was the darkest moment of my life. Everything hurt in my body when I lost him. And I couldn't tell anyone that what I needed most in my grief was someone to fuck me. "

— By Julie Gomez
Erika's comment

This is one of the most honest and brave confessions we have ever received on XC. It was surely not an easy task for Mezzi's first XConfessions contribution, but it turned out INCREDIBLE!
Though largely unspoken, there are certain rules in grieving, and judgments. I think this movie expresses, in the hottest way possible, that it is none of our business to judge how people deal with their pain. The setting and most importantly the sex scene are authentic and the cast is amazing. I hope you enjoy this new release as much as I did :)


Your Comments
  • B
    Great performance by Maria!
  • P
    Once again Maria becomes a true erotic goddess - + loved the use of rotoscoping
  • A
    This is Incredible. Courageous and so necessary. Thank you Erika. One would be so lucky to be apart of such great story telling.
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