I am so in love with Owen Gray. I read his blog, I watch all his films with Nympho Ninjas and then I saw that he was working with you Erika, and I just nearly died.
My friends think it’s pretty weird to be obsessed with a porn performer, but I can’t help it. He has these incredible huge dark brooding eyes, and he looks so unusual, like no-one I’ve ever seen before. And he’s so smart, Erika, I just want to be able to meet him and offer myself up for him to dominate and fuck until I pass out.
He has scarification all up his chest and I want to add to it, I want him to cut me, I want to carve his name into my skin. There’s something about putting a blade to skin that makes me shiver and to have something permanent, created by him…
I especially love it when he has long hair and his plug earring in. I am so jealous of all the girls who get to fuck him, because they look like they’re so into it, they keep smiling at each other and he’s so cute and sexy all at once.
I have this fantasy that we bump into each other at a Fetish club, and when he sees me we lock eyes and it’s like BAM! instant chemistry. And he's got a kind of butcher's apron on and it's all leather and I'm in a latex costume, or a rubber one. And without saying a word he comes over and takes my hand, and takes me into a room where there’s a bench, and all these people are watching as he bends me over it and licks me out and then fucks me, and everyone is jealous because he’s so hot and has such a massive cock and I’m so normal, they don’t even get why he’s fucking me. And then he invites me back to his place and asks if he can film us, like in his porn films, but I want to stay anonymous so I wear a balaclava and he films it and puts it online for the whole world to see. So whenever I see that film no-one knows, but I know, I remember.
Please use Owen in more of your films Erika!