My illegal capture Fantasy

Erika, I've never done BDSM, despite being intrigued. But now I'm more desperate to try something.

My girlfriend and I watched this video a few nights ago. I don't think she took it seriously, but I can't stop thinking about it. I feel like I'm becoming obsessed.

In my head, I want her to abduct me. She's pretty tiny and I'm a rugby player so she's not very dominant. But the fear, I think that would subdue me. If she blindfolded me, took me by surprise. Made me feel helpless and weak for the first time. I wouldn't be able to do anything. Unlike the video I want to go all the way. She'll plan every detail and do everything to me that's sexually possible. She'll make me submissive.