I Can't Stop this Affair

No one knows that I lead a double life.

On the one hand: a husband, a nice 
house in the suburbs with a shiny car 
parked out front, an executive job, and 
two small kids.

On the other: a fun,
 bohemian, passionate and carefree existence with an art student in a shabby city apartment.

How could I give up either life, when it takes both to fulfill me?