Wife Wants to Watch Me Go Gay

It took me years to get up the courage to admit to my wife that I'd had some gay experiences in my late teens, stroking and sucking with a couple good friends. She asked me to explain how it happened, and I told her the story, all the way up to us coming in each other's mouths. I hadn't had other opportunities with men, but those times were a big turn-on. She didn't bring it up again for a few weeks, and she apparently hadn't been able to stop thinking about me with a cock in my mouth. Would I do it again if I had the chance, she asked me, and would I let her watch? As we fucked that night, she talked me through what it would be like taking a man's load in my mouth and sharing it with her afterwards. Or might I be willing, she asked, to lick his cum out of her pussy? It became a super hot fantasy for both of us, and I hoped that we'd find someone to invite over in real life to try it out together.