Under the influence

Once I took so many drugs I almost died.
did I say once?
maybe there where many more,
many
more.

Under the influence,
mad frogs yelling at the department blocks
maybe there were many more blocks
many
more
blocks.

Inside the room
didn't notice when I was kissing him
heavy blush,
big room lights like lens flares.

He was male as I,
he was 5 years older
but didn't notice when I was kissing him.

I was loving it,
our kiss was something
eternal.

Under the influence,
we land in the kiss that last forever.

Fabulous.

The lights were turned off.
everyone left the room
maybe there where many more rooms
many
more
rooms.

The zipper got down.

Then,
I
touched
his
dick.

And
he
touched
mine.

Fabulous.

I loved the taste of it.
I loved having it
in
my
mouth,
waves of an ocean,
an ocean
so deep
and we,
under the influence,
touched
the bottom.

he was like going to church,
a wise man so beautiful,
I could barely see the sky on him.

so we stay in the room,
under the influence.

I touched him
and he touched me.

fire.

I sucked his penis, so tasty
so warm.
he sucked mine,
we loved each other.

Like clay.
like a mount of clay.
like a hundred miles of clay.

heterosexual
was now only a word
an illusion
so transparent
I could barely see it.

In those days.