Threesome of Love

I love very deeply two women. They are both friends, and I met the one who actually became my girlfriend through the other. I guess when I started to date her friend she was in love with me, but when i realized that it was too late because I was already dating her friend, and then it was when I notice that I was in love with both.

We did a lot of things together, the three of us. My girlfriend one day realized what was going on, and one day we made out the three of us. Unfortunately, it didn't go any further than that. I would love to have a relationship with both of them. When I was younger I used to have fantasies about threesomes, but it was a male achievement thing. My fantasies with them are different. Many people don't understand, but I feel I love two people. They both represent different parts of me and I don't feel whole without one of them. All this emotional mess was too much for them, so it never happened, despite the fact that they are both bisexual.

I guess it bothers me that threesomes are treated like a pure sex, like if at least one of the people involved are just an object for the others to use, just a curiosity thing. In my fantasies both of them are half that complements each other. It also bothers me the difficulty that is to love more than one person. People whom I tell this story treat me like if I only loved one of them and was lying to the other. This situation is so hard that both of them ran away from this situation despite the connection that they had with me and with each other.