His pubes at my nose

A proud hetero. Precious family. Wife, daughters and a good income. I stay out of trouble in an effort to keep my life simple.
But I'd really like to slip a cock into my mouth. I read a letter from Penthouse Forum when I was in puberty that must have really caused a stir in me because I never forgot the way a cock was described: thick, pulsating wand. With veins on the side and a drop of semen on the tip. The description has never left me. It's unfinished business.

When I watch porn, I find myself enjoying the sight of the man as much as the show being put on by the female. Rugby games on TV, I pretend to be entertained, but I'm really just watching out for bulges in the tight shorts. I now understand all those stories about men making out in the showers after a hard workout at the gym.

I don't want to mess up my life. Don't want any romantic entanglement, don't want feelings involved. There is no way I'll be leaving my family to have a gay home with my lover. No. Just want to kneel in front of a tall, lean man, unbuckle his belt and unzip his denim. Pull down his boxers enough to release his member and see it wriggle an inch away from my nose. I want to open my mouth, open it wide, and carefully slip him all inside, keeping my teeth out of the way. I want his cock to touch the back of my mouth before I close my lips over his shaft. I wonder if I'll be able to do that. I wonder if his cock might instead rub against the top of my mouth. What will that feel like. I imagine I would be salivating a lot, especially as I worked my mouth up and down his cock. I would expect saliva to be dribbling from the edges of my mouth. Would there be pre-come? Would the pre-come make it's way out of my mouth with my saliva? I always thought it hot to see my wife have my come dripping out of her mouth. I'd love to know what that tastes like, for a change. I'd engulf his cock as much as I could with my mouth. It's always frustrating when my wife doesn't quite swallow me whole, leaving out the last inch. I would make sure to have him all, his pubes at my nose