I wish I am pornoclown

This is as simple as it sounds. I wish I am an actor of adult movies with my red nose and my face so white and sad as I am. So this is the thing, I'm a casual man who leaves an absolute boring life, office job , bad neighbors, a wife who doesn't like me at all. But there is Magic in sex when it's positive and healing. And that's exactly what it happens when I arrive home and I am alone. I became the sad p**** clown. when I arrive home I paint my face white and I put my red nose on becoming the most famous porno clown in the world.