Farmhouse Fun

I am 21 , work in a farm owned by a lady. Probably 40 plus something. Working here I have developed a little crush on her (seems awkward). Her son is my age so it's a bit complicated. Once I was working on some stuff in store, suddenly she appeared, while lifting a cucumber carton, she helped me,. I could smell her, she was appearing to me like a empress. From that day she was one of erotic thought in my mind. I do masturbate to dreams about her. I know it's weird but that's what it is