A Sexual Fantasy

— By Asexual

All my life I've been jumping from partner to partner trying to find happiness in an endless depth of lust, I've even tried the same gender a couple of times. It was long before I realized that I didn't want that life for me, that I never really felt satisfied and further more that I never truly felt the need to engage in sex with someone else. My body didn't really want it but my mind wanted it just because it was my perception of the norm. Recently I decided that I was no longer going to be with anyone. I'm going to accept who I am. I am asexual. The only sex I engage in now is the purest most faithful sex. I have sex with myself.