Aching Heart

I was in a relationship with this guy. He's my person. Everything I want in someone. Everything I could possibly crave. Long hair, man bun, muscular, tall, blue eyes and smart. So very intellectual. Our roads parted for no faults of our own. It's has been a couple of years now, but I was never able to forget him. He haunts my thoughts every once in a while. We have started new lives apart from each other, but I have bought my plane ticket to go visit him in a month. Whenever I think of the day we will meet again, my heart skips a beat, my body scream for his touch. I want him inside of me. I want all of him. The thought of being his sub again makes me wet. I miss him.