A glass of wine and some chats

My girlfriend and I are in an open relationship. She's just started dating other people and I don't know how it will feel when I'll hear from her that she slept with someone else. Knowing about her sexuality with someone else turns me on deeply and she knows that. I fantasize about the first time she'll tell me she had sex with another person. I picture her telling me how it's been by inviting me to her place for a glass of wine and seducing me. It turns me on to think she'd show me what sex with this new person looked like by fucking me in the same way she fucked them: being fully in control, dictating the pace of it and being cheeky and provocative with her deep, eloquent black eyes.