In between muscular male arms and soft tits

As a drummer since my teens I had a great life with my family, my girlfriend and my band until I discovered the other side of me. I was always touching my male bandmates and I was slowly getting sexually aroused from them. One night, during a rough sex with my girlfriend I realized that I wasn't having the same pleasure I did before. I just couldn't continue and couldn't finish the session. She sat next to me and after some time she just asked what the problem was and how to solve it. And I confessed to her, naked and crying in her arms, I confessed her that I wanted to get pleasure from men. I just wanted to feel that hard cock inside me. She turned out more understanding that I would expect and she asked me if I wanted to try anal. Later that night I saw the sticks hanging out from my bag and I replied "yes please". She then got the lube and lubed my ass in order to fit the stick easier. The tip was the easy part but when it got deeper I was feeling a nice thing that gave me pleasures out of this world. I became fully erect, more than ever and as my girlfriend jerked me off I came like a volcano. Right then I felt that I needed it, something inside me would drive me crazy. We continued this sessions until she got me a surprise for my birthday. She had a stripper with her and she told me that she thought that I would love to have a threesome with them. I was crazy about it. We made a deal stripper would only touch me and I would fuck my girlfriend. The pleasure at the end of the day was amazing. Maybe the best sex that I've ever had. Sleeping in between muscular male arms and soft tits was the best experience that I've ever had. Since than I am getting anal masturbations and I still love my girlfriend. Thanks for reading.