Losing My Virginity

BY Anonymous
Confess Your Erotic Fantasy

I'm a 23-year-old virgin- and I'm not thrilled by the fact. I find myself disgracefully shy and nervous around the men I'm attracted to, which makes it difficult to communicate- and therefore, fornicate. However, it leaves me quite a bit of time to fantasize about my first time. My favorite? I'm a bartender in a posh, downtown hotel to put myself through med school. The frequent turnover rate of guests allows me to be flirtatious, but never fully engage. Every few months, the same gorgeous man appears at my bar with stylishly disheveled hair and a loosened tie. His dark, lustful eyes watch me do my job until last call. One night, we finally talk and hit it off. He's charming and polite, but his words are threaded with devilishly sexual intentions. I can tell he wants me, and I want him. But my nerves start to kick in- this is uncharted territory for me. Nevertheless, he continues his flirtation, and I try my best to reciprocate. Our connection is undeniable and simply feels right. With his signed receipt, he leaves his room key and a note, inviting me to his room. I throw caution to the wind and join him. When I arrive, he caresses my face, my hair, my body. He tells me he's been wanting to do this with for a while. He kisses me passionately, leaving me no time to overthink and wonder what will follow. In the midst of the sexual fog, I reveal my innocence. While surprised, he revels in it. He asks me if I masturbate and demands I show him. He then holds me down and devours me until I explode, then drives me to the edge with toys. I am a woman possessed, any awkwardness or nervousness subdued by my sexual awakening. Finally, he ties me arms to the headboard and takes carnal delight in claiming me, thrilled that he's the first one to do so. My pleasure is his pleasure, and when the dawn breaks- I walk out of the lobby a satisfied woman with a sinful business card in her back pocket.

Your Comments

  • cintia shapiro
    Oh! I remember I did the same when I was a virgin, and sometimes I cum just imagining how it would be. Years after have sex for my first time, I'm still feeling shy and nervous around the men I'm attracted to, and I think that's magical! It's something that makes me know that I really want to have sex with this person. Lovely confession ^^
  • 123Moondog
    I was a late bloomer too, as a man of 25... Thankfully, I still have a very satisfying sex life at 57...
  • beerhen
    too relatable XD but i wish my future experience will be with someone i already have an emotional connection with, someone who is understanding of my inexperience, patient and someone i can trust and not be scared of judgment from. that may be too much to ask, if i'd prefer to do the deed with another virgin. isn't that the thrill of the experience?? both of us discovering this unchartered territory together? i don't want to be a burden to an experienced man due to my naivete, unless they are very considerate of my amateur situation. as long as both parties are open-minded and respectful of each other, i'll be willing. i just have no clue how i may theoretically jumpstart the circumstance into a sexual experience eventually. good luck to me :D
  • insanerabbit
    Sigh... I feel you.
    I'm 28 years old and stil quite nervous around men especially if they treat me as a female straight away.
    Well, I don't seem to be the type who would be interested in romance and sex either too I guess, so I'm not approached, thus no flirtation lol
    I wonder what will happen with the guy I love now. I'm not ashamed of the fact that I'm a virgin at this age, but yet for some reason it doesn't comfort me either xD
    Good luck, all of us out there~~
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Alicia Rihko is an illustrator based in Spain, illustrating free and strong women, without race and at times, also adds eroticism to their pieces, adding a companion, reflecting the sexuality from a woman's look, inspired by youth, and intense feelings of sadness, which lead to melancholy, sexually intense, and highly liberating illustrations.

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