Consensually Yours

I remember telling my sexual partner that I was into non-consensual consensual sex. Part of him was amazed that I wanted him to take control and take me, anomalistically. Feeling him behind me. His hand holding my head straight because remember, he's just broken in and he's going to have his way with me. Being a feminist and a survivor of sexaul assault confuses many people when I tell them what I'm like and then others... well they want in.