A Well-Known Dominatrix

by Leeloo

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Director: Erika Lust
Performers: Venus O’Hara
Production year: 2014
Film duration: 8:20
 
Comments by Erika Lust
Your confession is so real and raw. So many people misunderstand BDSM practices, but you make its appeal clear ... and sexy! I love how you say, "After all these years, finally I felt genuinely complete." Everyone should be able to experience that! I applaud you, and I hope you enjoy my take on a kinky (and very well known) dominatrix, played by the beautiful and deadly Venus O'Hara.

In the eyes of others, I have always been a well-succeeded person in my relationships. But that was not the way I felt. Although I had a very active sex life, I didn’t feel 100% accomplished. Something was missing, a thing that I never experienced before, a fantasy. I dreamed of being dominated. The everyday sex I had with my partners was good, of course, but it wasn’t satisfying me anymore. What I really wanted was to be tied, spanked and obey everything my dominant ordered. But I didn’t deal very well with this will. I felt afraid and ashamed of admitting it to myself and others, enough to restrain this desire for some years.

 

But such thoughts consumed me too much. It annoyed me in a way that it started to interfere in my everyday. It couldn’t possibly postpone this moment anymore. I took courage and, in a impulse, searched for online references about BDSM practices in my city. I found a name and a number of a well-known dominatrix. Without overthinking, I called her and scheduled a session. Only minutes later, with a less clouded head, I realized that I could be doing a something insane: after all, I was going to meet with a total stranger, someone I had never see before in my life, to fulfill my most kept secret! But at the same time that reason was telling me to give up, emotion was stronger and made me take this leap of faith and be there, at the scheduled day and hour, inside that strange hotel room with an unknown woman carrying whips, ropes and other accessories that I was going to discover their utility later that day.

 

By the end of that session, I have never been the same anymore. After all these years, finally I felt genuinely complete. I didn’t feel the need to return to that place one more time, because I started being honest with my partners, and from that day on, I’d have many different dominants. All those rashes and bruises I got that day rapidly vanished, but later they were replaced by many others. In the end, the real definitive marks were done in my conscience, that could finally accept my fetish without fear and shame. Now I was an accomplished person.

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